| movin on up! dudu XD ^^ but.. sad news as well |
[21 May 2006|06:59pm] |
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well big news im moving but sad news as well, this will be my last metrocon convention for a while... i hope its not but.. we will see what happens. im still stayin in florida. but moving north. so yeah alot of things have happend. i have to finish my costume and start planning moving things. x_x moving is such a pain. but im moving into a beautiful place. so im happy. hmm lets see relationship wise. i dont care anymore. im going to be singel. im so tired of the heart ack. no more.ive decided on what carrier path i will take as well. not photography.
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this week has been crazy..omg i found out a guy likes me... oyyy. i cant deal with that right now.. class.. applications essays.. omgg.x..x i feel like i cant do anything right! *defalut pic says it all* i cant stand it. i dont know about aifl.. because ppl say its good but then ppl says its bad for photography. *falls back anime style* x..x
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[07 May 2006|06:57pm] |
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but my 3 friends didnt come to my birthday so didnt have a birthday.. who cares..*sighs sadly*they didnt even call me to tell me they couldnt make it.
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| so confused..(all read) |
[04 May 2006|12:35am] |
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just confused about everything.. about myself and who i love.. i just dont know ... i hate this month its not easy.. im turning 19 yippe... just i dont know..if my dad was still around.. things would have been alot easier on my mom..i want to help..but she wont let me..i just... feel like everything, well the moving part is like my fault.. and all this stuff shes going through is my fault..i just feel like a falure..and who would want me as a gf.. im horrible.. i want my dad back..*in tears*
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[25 Apr 2006|12:45am] |
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well here's the updates:
finally working on my career as a photographer. i just recently went to a photoshoot will have pics soon.
im thinking of making my own cosplay website.>< lets see.. class is okay, yesterday i stupiedly opened the lid and exposed it to light, its not my fault im blammng someone that got me distracted. anyways its alright, doesnt matter anyway. after i finish up clas in a yr and a half its off to japan with me. going to metrocon.so yeah... im sorry i havent been on. just alot of things happend. some good some bad. i miss going to aifl. but hey it was expensive. and this place that i go to i dont even have to pay for it. details on my photoshoot soon.
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| fight>sleep>why not? ^^ o.o dentist!! nuuu! |
[06 Feb 2006|11:06pm] |
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well.. i put some stuff aside for the paris trip. im hoping at least i sleep during the flight. i need to get some sleep cause right after we get off the plane we have stuff to do. im not packing alot, im making sure i dont pack so much. good thing is they have tv to watch. im hoping to bring some of my dvd's to watch sailor moon. yep so not much has been going on. i went to the dentist>< u know they say no pain no gain. im going to try to do a photoshoot soon. i hope soon. lets see.. im thinking of cross dressing.i know i mostly do around the sailor moon series. but hmmm.. im not sure. im thinking of doing seiya. since my friend cosplays as usagi. *shurgs* we will see what happens.
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| woo! *claps* i have to congrats someone |
[28 Jan 2006|04:25am] |
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congrats damion and marie!!! woo!!! congrats on the engadement! im so happy for both of u! *giggles* may u be happy together. u guys make a good couple.^^ marie thank u for letting me ur maid of honnor! <3 luv u guys
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| paris here i come |
[26 Jan 2006|07:23am] |
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
- Monday, February 20, 2006.. i will not be here. i will be going to paris. i will take many photos. and i will write in my journal that i bring. i going to miss u everyone. i will miss u mamochan, i know we wont be able to talk to eachother on valentines day.. im sorry. *bows her head* im going to miss u so much. *eyes get watery* anyways, u guys have a fun valentines day.
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| hey everyone!^^ iplease read everyone |
[23 Jan 2006|10:15am] |
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well im back, things have finallly quiet down here.
i start school in march, w00t! im glad because i get to have some time to myself, and spend some time with my friends.
im like so happy right now i found out my mom is tearing down my bathroom! u know why? cause im getting a big tub, that is like a jaqussy! woot! im so happy about that. keep in mind its big on the inside. ive read w juliet 1-2. so awesome i love the story line, and the background of it. im going to probably start on #3. the next one i have been reading is kamichama karin, omg! its such a cute story!! ^^ w00t shes a goddess! a cute one at that. i only have about a week in a half or less. im going to paris baby! w00t! this will be my first time in paris. im going for a week. im very nervious. u know cause with the recent terror treats we have been getting, *laughs nerviously* i just hope it will be a safe trip. i hate flying, although i have to get used to it. hehe^^ oh and some other news.
*~i am deffently going to metrocon. the other cons... eh, im not really sure. i will be wearing my princess kakyuu outfit. and my princess serenity, which im hoping i could get alot of pics taken with my kakyuu one. my aunt is comming next week! w00t! shes so cool! ^-^ she is the sweetest and so is sooo cool. shes amazing. lets seee.. what else. my birthday, may 7th. im probably not doing much. because of dad not being here. im hoping to grow my hair longer, that way i could put my hair in odangos. i think im going to just invite friends. not family. and one thing i have to say about people saying oh u suck or ur so fat. oh ur stupied. LISTEN UP DONT BE SO MEAN! I think ur a good cosplayer if u can act like ur character. dont be so mean to ppl. and if anyyone says something bad about my friends cosplaying I will kick ur ass! (excuse my language) im just really fed up peple saying mean things to people. >> *ahem* im sorry that had to be brought out. i care alot about my friends, and theyre the only friends i have. i love them as if theyre family to me. so please dont hurt anyones feelings like that. whew-.- i had to get that out of my system. ^-^ tehe anyways, talk to u guys soon.
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| im so sorry to everyone (all please read) |
[16 Jan 2006|05:46am] |
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i know ive worried u guys and stuff. but alot has happened. i couldnt send out the cards nor could i have time to finish the photoshoot.
i had to leave the art insitiute. because of some reasons. i will be going college. jsut not that one.
just its so much to explan. im alright, ive been under the weather a bit. i will try to post as much as i can
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| dudududuuu o.o^^ |
[19 Dec 2005|12:37am] |
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but anyways im good its quite here, we havent decorated much, we did put up the tree and stuff, i guess this yr hasnt been easy.with the hurricanes and such. some of my friends are not in the holiday spirit. hey i dont blame them. i know how they feel right now. more i think about it. i deffently want to move up north where is cold. not that im saying its going to be ny. who knows.
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| send christmas cards out. so i need ur addresses. |
[17 Dec 2005|12:18am] |
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hey guys! well i decided to have my own christmas photoshoot. i will have 2 outfits usagi and kagyuu. im so excited. i want to send christmas cards out. so i need ur addresses. ^^ im going to cosplay, take the pic, then put the best one the christmas one on the card. my friend gave me the idea. some of the photos will be shown. when i upload them
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[12 Dec 2005|02:02pm] |
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konbawa minna!! im so sorry i havent posted. i missed u guys so much! im doing better. my cold is almost gone. i got my schedual comfired for next quarter!^^ but i have to pass my classess. im going to study for math like crazy. im not going to give up, even though im not good in math. haha. anyways things are going alright. im pissed off at the insurance company. they didnt give us enough money for the roof. sucks but my mom is good at figuring things out. im staying here for the holidays, i wont be able to come home for christmas, gomenasai! *bows her head* right now things are very tight. but i will come for spring break. i hope u guys are well. i finished my first exam. i think i passed. anyways, i got to study ja ne!^^
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| why oh why, especially the week of finals |
[05 Dec 2005|11:42pm] |
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caught a very bad cold and a fever over the weekend, i usually post alot but, being that im exausted and tired hasnt been good. i can barley move, so yeah ill be alright. i hope u guys are doing better than i am.
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